我选择了~

由于寂寞,我选择了挣脱.

由于清醒,我选择了沉思.

由于看不见未来,我选择了放弃.

由于放弃,我选择了眼泪.

由于割舍,我选择了释然.

由于释然,我选择了坚强.

由于坚强,我选择了遗忘…是的,

我遗弃了爱情,背叛了爱情.

我做对了吗？

i am wrong~

i think that i make the decision will reduce the stress between you and me..

but i am wrong, i am not saying i am regret now..

just i cant stop to think of you..

whatever i do, i just like lost my soul, stand at there for few second,

when i realize, that is over...

what can i do now..

when face to my friends i cant really say out the word from my heart..

so i just can assume nothing happen on me..

still like last time d me..always laugh, naughty and ...

but i think this few days my friends may start to realize that i actually changes a lots..

especially the ways i talk to them..

since i read an article, said that:" 21 years old d, no more time to let you play even is a little thing.."

should i forget all the silly thing and find out the right way for myself...

sorry ya, this few day i really cant stop it,

wake up wake up!!!
even i wrong now!!!
no turning back!!!

miss u~

1 week ago-
i decided-


yesterday-
i miss u while i do anything-
when i driving-
drinking milo-
taking bath-
hold the phone waiting a call/message from u-
login Facebook wanna know how are you recently-
but you block my account since that moment-
dreaming about u when i sleep-


i miss you when i do anything~

the changes of mine~is because of "u"

all the changes of mine is because of you

i cut my hair is because of you

i improve myself is because of you

i try to change my attitude is because of you

i follow what you instruct me is because of you

i accept all your habit is because of you

i treat you great is because of you

you get hurt/ sad, i will worry about is because of you

you laugh/ happy, i will happy than you also because of you

you know what the feeling i face to you
so, do you understand what i am feel you right now??
so, do you understand why i wanna changes myself??

all are because of "U"~

moody~

just back from the gurney (sing K+dinner)..
my wallet thin liao~haha^^
but felt happy also..
because long time didn't hang out with u all ..
so very appreciate that i have a group of friends like u all...

when i driving to hostel, i think about a thing that i should apologize to my friend..
but i really don't know how i gonna to do..
because i don't know had i doing something wrong to that person or not...
that just of my feeling..

anyway, i should look forward, so i should start my public speakings outline now,
if not i will die very soon...
now no mood and also no have motivate to brainstorm~
god bless me~~

i am not a good gal~

i am not a good gal...
don't know why i said like tat,
but i felt like i will always hurt the others..
actually the action will not hurt the others
i might let the others get hurt one day..
so, what should i do, just can reduce the trouble things happen around you and me..

i really treat you as my "Best Friend",
because i am lose an importance thing few weeks ago and i still need to treat others good to balance my mind..
may be its really will let you feel that i am abnormal,
but i really don't know what can i do...

and i really can't promise what will happen in my future,
because i can't hurt by others anymore
my heart is weak now..
who can save me??
so am i not a good gal?

mass comm 1 day camp..

our mass comm society d 1st event was success ...

i try to get d feedback from d senior n also d junior...

although i get d different feedback from them, but i will do d better than tat on next time..

so need to thank d helper, and d senior n junior..who attended tat day...

COMPLETED ~YEAH~

857days...

857 days tat we are couple...tat was over since today!

read it, if u like...

* I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你

在一 起时的感觉..


* No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.
没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣..


*The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.
失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边..


*Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容..


*To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世 界..


*Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.
不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间..


*Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have.
爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没 有全心全意地爱你..


*Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现..


* Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人；在我们 终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激..


* Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有..

chinese..华语。。久违了。。

好久没用华文来部落，部落一下了。。

今天就来重温华文吧。。

刚考完一科ELECTRONIC PUBLISHING~~

应该可以过吧。。不懂？？看老师咯~~

说到考试。。别人就快考完了，我勒。咳~竟然到26号才完。。

都是自己笨咯。。又不努力。。最后‘肥佬’了。。被迫补考，靠~

接下来要‘受’的就是华文科了。。

所以加油咯~

亦希望我的朋友们可以pass到完啦~

+u +u 咯，还有“奸爸爹”咯（刚重看72家，学到的）

RedBox day...

today we achieve our promise that go sing K at redbox..

the ppl who attend this happy hour are-->vikram, layhoon, tsenlung, kokchun, muchen,kelvin, vincent, kaichun,AJ@her BF and me...

but b4 go gurney, my friend and i spend abit of time to interview my lecturer-->ms LimLaiHoon about our chinese assignment...so when i arrived gurney is already 5pm...

we waiting outside awhile..the d receptionist find a quite medium d room for us...Y say like tat?
actually d room is ok...just because d ppl is too many so d seat is 'gam gam' for us...

during d K time...we non-stop shouting...is quite high la...haha~~

after sing K, some1 go ATM; some1 'watch the movie at there' when we leave also don know...and he looks funny...haha

Dinner-->kelvin suggest go eat chicken chop..so we also follow them..

after dinner we go bk our hostel take our rest d ...

haha...a happy hour pass agian n also feel that very fast...

dating day..

2day(wednesday), i finish class early n i promise my dear go dating whole day..


so i plan go having lunch ,watch movie,and sing K..... with my dear...


actually i wan eat d curry mee that near fatty low d...but unfortunally-->OFF
so i changes to gurney having our lunch...wah~~we spend around RM30 ++ at there..


Movie time-->i watch movie with my dear...(14 blades), this movie is quite nice...


after that we go sing K at redbox lo ...we 2 ppl totally sing 3 hours long...
so when we came out 'no sound' already...


after that our Dating day finish d...


then our happy "dating trip" is ending at here.HAHA~~

KEEP FIT..

after CNY i really fat 'abit',everyone see me will say that, "ur body like 'fat' abit liao hor..." OMG...i really want to plan to keep fit..

so, i plan to cook by myself:

morning -->oat+milo@milk

lunch-->as normal..

dinner-->DIY beehoon veg soup+apple..
can slim down...don know lo...hope can la...

of course not only the food need to control la...this few day i have ask my friend to gym(too many ppl inside so cancel), jogging(no gym so changes to jogging at the garden lo) and play squash(2day 1st time touch this ball)...

1st i walk in...i shout d..cos my frined -->vikram, already start and i cant estimate the speed of the ball so i continue shouting and laughing in the court...(another friend-->tsenlung also laugh at outside)

after 1hour++, we 3 ppl no energy d...so back hostel d lo...

then, my squash time is over 2day, and bk hostel eat my DIY beehoon veg soup...

haiz~~KEEP FIT is a hard job in my life!!

wow..appear again..haha

this post is my 1st blog at year 2010...hehe^^ very expactancy right...haha

ermmmm~~what i wan to say leh?

this few month hv many thing happen lo...but i cant really list out, so i skip la..haha

talk about last week d la...my best friend -->holiday (kei kei) bk here...i only hv 1 day time to enjoy with her ..not enough la...haiz... kei ur suprize is very suprize d lor...


(photo--> holiday,layhoon.kokchun,muchen,tsenlung,vikram,vivian,yeemin,
fangkai,huipei,tangtang and me...)

next funny thing is last week i bk hometown, my sister show me her leg in front me...???

i don know have any different then she say,:"yesterday my leg bite by my friend d dog...tat time i sit at motor kor..."..HAHAHAHAHAHA...funny la...and see again her '4 hole+blackgreen' n laugh again...

nw at my hostel look at d wall...write my 1st year 2010 d blog...1 word 2 discribe-->Sian~~~

what will come out from my next blog...i also don know..i hope i hv d inspiration la..haha..(actually not funny at all, but do know y i still wan laugh)

chrismas eve..

today we hv a short break, actually we wan to go a japun restaurant to having our lunch , but unfortunally...the restaurant close d...haiz~

after that, we all decide go to gurney Kim Gary to having our lunch, i order a curry fish rice.

the taste is not bad..hehe^^i like it...but is too big...feel tat i cant finish...haha^^

finish class,5pm++, i fetch vikram and vivian go back to hometown..

actually today is christmas eve, i should have a better mood but because of a black kelisa din Q up near the jetty there then let me angry and pek cek..

in the ferry, i wait the black kelisa driver come down. when she come doen,we 3ppl get shock..cos she looks like our lecturer....ms normah..haha'-'lll

i fetch vivian at butterworth jetty, then fetch vikram bk home...when i bk to my house, is already 8pm++...

9pm++, i go out wif my dear, go to celebrete at BED -->autocity...but we no chance to see the fireworks.. because i still having my 'dinner' at Boster when the fireworks was showing...

after having my 'dinner', my bf and i go meet his friends at BED, we drink d beer, play a poker card....and also take some picture as our memory...

about 2am, i ask my bf fetch me bk, and i ask my bf carry me on the back...haha...he tell me,this like play a basketball game..because im very heavy and d car park very far...and d funny thing is i need to pretend i drunk but actually im not drunk...haha^^

when i arrive home, my bf take a box to me...when i open...inside there have many different kind of chocolates...wahahah...my favour....

today might be a nice day in my calender...haha...cos i have many chocolate..hahaha^^^^