game over!!!

this few day reli happen many things..

i cant do anything to pull bk my relationship...

it is over...i hurt again... but still cannot do anything...

is over... the game is over...the memory is pass = over...

how of my future life that without u?

i cant think and oso no dare to think...

this few days i always cry... no y... i cant control myself especially at the night...

many people still dont know this thing... cos i not dare to tell cos i scare i cry infront of them...

i don wan others worry for me...

and 2day i saw his FB, his comment is" put down the thing, and start to the new life"

when i see this, i reli cannot control ... almost cry d.. but i try ...

still cry at coffee island...

sorry to my friends...i let u all worry me...very sorry... i will try to become ok...

so..god bless me...i don wan my friend and family worry about me.. so hope i reli can put down the things...

break off+heartless

u view my facebook

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u view my blog

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i tot u will enjoy my life so

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but i am wrong

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u didnt

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somemore angry with me

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what happen

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i dont know

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because i friend with my friends even that is a girl

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how come u don want to believe

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i hope we can just like before

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go where also can happy

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do anything also happy

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tell the real

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i really cannot accept u leave me

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u know i done everything is because of u

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i hope u know

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and i still want to say

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I LOVE U BUT BECAUSE OF THE 'TRUST' I CANT EVEN TRUST MYSELF

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BREAK OFF WILL LET ME HEARTLESS

friendship~~

actually i like u all

don't know start from when my heart already have a place to you all ..

so can i ask for something?

can we friendship forever...?

even have something happen..

can just forget it?

i want the friendship like before, can tell secret, can do many crazy thing, ...and do some meaningful and memory's things...

i know after that thing happen, already hurt each others feeling..

and the crazy time will not back again...

so i scare the friendship will break because of this...

and i scare i lose u all in my future...

FRIENDS = IMPORTANT in my life...

so i hope it wont happen between us...

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!

seoul garden...1st time..

yesterday i invite my friends go Seoul garden having buffet...


i write at FB , but few people leave comment...but still have something wrong happen..


my sister ask me something that i confuse and i answer it...when i view back the comment, i saw the problem...OMG


so my friends also the same, they saw the funny thing at the comment..


so early in the morning, i go in the lecture hall and my friends start to ask me...: "i give you money can u become rice...?" wahahahah...very funny, especially tsen lung he start to changes my name from ms toto become ms 'rice'... OMG i only say wrong 1 alphabet -->rich become rice..it become the most funny thing in coming 3 months , i think so...


okok...come back come back...back 2 Seoul garden..


about 4pm, i drive and fetch Vikram to gurney...


near the sunrise, my kelisa almost kiss by another car... that car is quit big but is he/she false, cos he use the wrong way and suddenly turn to my way...vikram and i be scared by the car...


but lukily nothing happen la...


so we -->layhoon, kokchun, muchen, tsen lung, gmin, huipei, ren, vivian, fangkhai, elooi, terresa, kelvin,vikram, tang tang and me..2 having our buffet at there...we enjoy the foods, we take pic, we shopping together, and....


about 9.15pm i reach home d..

and we have take some pic after we finish our buffet..

waa~~~~enjoying our buffet...wahhahaha

outside Seoul garden...

*but tonight i need continue my presentation slide ... haiz...

DIFFERENT!

i want do something different that can let me change my life...

what is the different that i want?

may be my attitude, may be my result, may be my future partner, may be...that have many may be..

and also try to give up something to let my life become better and look different..

this few day have many things let me care..

but that thing without me will become more simple...

so i think that i need to let it go and let my life look more different and also wont let my life have many trouble..

if i become the memory, is it will more suitable to you and me?

and because i want let my life become different so..i need to leave this kind of thing...

so deep?ya, i think so..wahahha

let it go may be will make the life more wonderful...

come back again...?!

someting that come back again..

what is that?

the feeling-->bored, lonely, moody and sad..

why these few bad feeling come back together?

?i dont know..

it lets me feel to fidget ..

besides that, something back too-->which is "FAT"

i am fat back d..so ugly, cant wear d new shirt that i bought before..

now i decide to keep fit back.. can success? no, i am not sure..

hope can success la..

now my mood is very down..

some of my friends said that i changes d..?

i dont know.. but may be... so i hope i can 'come back' ..

somthing good pls come back again...

and ..the bad feel pls go away... and 'FAT' get lose also..and dont come back again...

bad dessert and nice "2012"...

7.++pm, i go out with my classmates...

we went to gurney there to having the dinner..

because i already full, so i only order a dessert to eat..is call "口甜舌滑"

so i order and try..

but the taste very BAD la... i cant accept...

then i go watch the "2012" with my dear classmates-->kok chun, mu chen, tsen lung and elooi...

actually i saw this movie last saturday... very nice, so i can accept watch second time..

dont know how to say. the movie, is quit real that like the thing that really happen.

so make me scare that if one day the"DAY" really come , what should i do??

finish watching...

my classmates and me take the photo in front the “2012”poster..

the 2012 is coming...

chun-->i 'jatuh' d...

lung--> i am tsunami... hahaha.. i am coming...

chen-->i come and help you...

arrrr~ tsunami is coming...

chun--> dont worry let me(superman) rescue you all...

*original photo, no edit..

pok bia... so delicious~~

today i buy a delicious food to my friends try it taste-->POK BIA

i go the place that sell pok bia order 7 's to my friends..

i was there already 4.20pm

i wait.....

(i scare my car lose, cos i park very far...)

i wait.....

(very hot.. tak bole tahan)

i wait.....

finally , i wait my pok bia... that already 4.50pm..

haiz~~

the weather very bad today...heavy rain...haiz~

cant drive fast.. so the pok bia that i send to my friends hostel already cold d...

but i think you all still think that is delicious ?

anyway hope you all enjoy it...

wahahhaha

bother?? i dont care..

you always like that...

ok, you dont want bother, is ok i direct offline...

i dont care about..

becuase i am the person always let other forget..

and i dont mind..

whatever you want treat me as good or bad, i dont want to know also no interest on it and start from now..

so thats all of my blog today

bother? i want to say "i dont care"!!!

cubit..wakakaka..

i dont know when i start to like to 'cubit' others..


i think isstart from i diploma year 1 sem 1 la..


my class d friends always 'cubit' by me..


so sometime they saw me near by them, they will 'siam'


today, our class is start from 9am to 5pm..


long period of time..(damn boring)..


because our class Y1M57 have 2 different pesentation(ms ngu and ms sabrina)...


so the time was very free than other weeks..


and i feel very boring and try to find something to do..


my classmate-->Danial, he preparing his presentation, before his turn.. he come sit beside me and tell me last night dinner(McD) very delicious.. because on that time(last night) i already finish my dinner so i didnt order.. but he very GL then always tell me how delicious of his 'McD'..


i tak boleh tahan liao...listen other present agian cubit him...


he tell me want me take responsibility(joke)...


i didnt bother what his said...just let him SS at there..

but dont know why like to cubit wor...

tell the true la...

actually i dont know how pain that the ppl feel that..

so after i 'cubit' i will very apologize to it...

but i not dare to spoke out. because i scare...(cos i am not a brave girl)

finally i still think that 'cubit' is a kind of activity that can make fun...

sorry , guys.. i still will continue to ' cubit you'....

and sorry about-->i wont take any responsible to it...

wakakkaak..

*GL= guai lan...(1st time i say tis word)

*SS= siok sendiri...

100%? not really...

everything is hard to let you achive..




if you have the HEART, you will success it..if not you wont..



something in the world have 100% can do it...



i dont think so..



something that have 100% preparing, does not mean on that time also run smooth that as u think perfectly...



i had try few times, well preparing sometime it will let me dissappointing and do not well ..



not because of you are not prepare well..



just is the world is nothing that have 100% ..



so make any decision must think properly and must know nothing is 100% true and 100% easy...



anything that u decide, you have to take responsibility on that thing...



even you know that no have 100% chances..

easy?

in the real world nothing is easy..

we need to learn..

we need to try..

we need to do..

sometime need to try to give up..

sometime need to sacrifice oneself...

(may be still have many NEED..)

so if your life didnt to experience of this...

you wont grow up..even your body already adult..

so dont let your body grow, but also our mind...

so.. in this life we need to learn,and try to do...

the feeling..

feeling..

you and me?

ya...afte that time..the feeling really changes more...

why?

i dont know , i think you also feel that ...

so, is it we really need to prepare the 'next time' coming?

i not dare to accept..i try to cover back the heart..

i hope u can do so..

do together, may faster see the conclusion..

heart break.. sometime is better than don't know whats happen..

jst let it be...

bad...hahahah (laugh very loud)

"....i drive the car to chai leng park..

meet my family at there...

finish the meal i suggest that i drive myself...

when i want go take my car, i saw a malay guy stand beside my car and try 2 open ..

when i saw i shout very loud... at the same time he success to open the door..

i run infront and use my 'teakwon-do' skill to fight..

at 1st i success to kick him..

n i use the car alarm to let other know that, some1 had doing bad thing...

but he stand and show 1 thing-->knife..

i wan to shout but he already want to kill me...

and the knife already at my neck..."




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ho ho ho~~~

i wake up ... haiz~~~

is a bad dream... that already 7.++ am le...

but when i recall back the dream...

i laugh very laugh... because i dont know any teakwon-do skill..

so impossible i kick that guy...

hahahah...

an accident... scare scare...

actually today i feel happy than yesterday, because the trouble i face already solve...

lunch time, my friends-->lay hoon, kok chun, mu chen, tsen lung, vivian, yee min, vinx, hui pei, vikram, kelvin @ his friends and i enjoy the delicious lunch at KFC...

but the lunch really 'delicious' la... tak boleh tahan nia...

finish class, i follow mu chen d car back hometown...

about 4.15pm, our car reach near the jetty...

something 'shock' had happen...

this is my car number...i always drive slow=careful...(why i didnt take infront d number..because...)

because my car number all gone...only leave 1 '8' at there....

at ferry, i go down the car and saw it, is it really serious...ops... touch 1 time, 'ka lao' liao...

then i take the number to let my friend saw...(wahahaha) we all laugh...

at the same time i check my friend d car lol...

and also call my mum tell the 'news'...ho cai la, my mum didnt scold me...hu~~~

the journey when i back.. the road have police blocking...OMG... because my car no 'number'

scare nia...because i already put the 'last' number into the car..

so my car infront is no 'number' d...hahah

when i reach home, my dad take the car do a new number for me...only 1 hour...

my car settle le... wahahhaa...

so in conclusion, must drive carefully ooo... (pai se nia)