recently~

this few days..i cant even slp properly..

if not will continuously insomnia within tis few days...

wat happened to me..

is that a punishment for me ?

is cruel for me..

i know wat kind of person i am..

i am not strong actually, even i try to get tat

but wat can i do..

i wan to be strong

i wan success

i dun wan give up in wat i wan

and i dun wan insomnia again..

不懂~

dun know y, this whole day i think of u badly

not already put down all the thing tat related to u

y im still think non stoppable ..

m i crazy?

this few day i always find some1 to chat with me to find out the feeling

but

cant find it...

maybe nobody will like u

love me more

care me more

and ....bla bla bla~~

really, i dun knoe , dun understand...it should forget since tat day!!

FORGET lar ...please

should i??

i woke this morning, should i said this afternoon about 2pm

i saw FB got ppl said today date is special which is 2011-1-11

really is meaningful for some of you

who are appreciate it happened in previous

who are forgetting something previous

but should i appreciate or forgetting that was pass??

i start to think of you..(guess yourself ya^^)

why this kind of things will happen to me?

i thought this unlucky thing will not happened

but 2 years later , same too

another 1 also the same

i speechless, i hopeless, i wishless...

what should i do for now

because of you

i face the same problem twice in a year

i want to giving up for this kind of thing

and PLEASE DONT FIND ME ANYMORE when i still study!!!!!!!

which is affected me for my exam!!