chrismas eve..

today we hv a short break, actually we wan to go a japun restaurant to having our lunch , but unfortunally...the restaurant close d...haiz~

after that, we all decide go to gurney Kim Gary to having our lunch, i order a curry fish rice.

the taste is not bad..hehe^^i like it...but is too big...feel tat i cant finish...haha^^

finish class,5pm++, i fetch vikram and vivian go back to hometown..

actually today is christmas eve, i should have a better mood but because of a black kelisa din Q up near the jetty there then let me angry and pek cek..

in the ferry, i wait the black kelisa driver come down. when she come doen,we 3ppl get shock..cos she looks like our lecturer....ms normah..haha'-'lll

i fetch vivian at butterworth jetty, then fetch vikram bk home...when i bk to my house, is already 8pm++...

9pm++, i go out wif my dear, go to celebrete at BED -->autocity...but we no chance to see the fireworks.. because i still having my 'dinner' at Boster when the fireworks was showing...

after having my 'dinner', my bf and i go meet his friends at BED, we drink d beer, play a poker card....and also take some picture as our memory...

about 2am, i ask my bf fetch me bk, and i ask my bf carry me on the back...haha...he tell me,this like play a basketball game..because im very heavy and d car park very far...and d funny thing is i need to pretend i drunk but actually im not drunk...haha^^

when i arrive home, my bf take a box to me...when i open...inside there have many different kind of chocolates...wahahah...my favour....

today might be a nice day in my calender...haha...cos i have many chocolate..hahaha^^^^

23-12-09...exchanges present ...1st time..

early in the morning i wake early and see my mum have buy d cake for me...because of the christmas party...when i drive bk penang i though i used 35min++ bk to my hostel...wahaha~~~

the second class start ...our crazy friend-->vikram, buy about 30++ big apple donut share with our classmate...wow~ the donut is reli MANY..haha~~

after class we busy for preparing the food for the party at the garden tonight...

on the time i decide make the Tang Yuan again...because my dear dear and my another 2 friends havent eat the tang yuan, and i think tat they will very miss the feeling...so i make again...

i use more than 2hours to finish the tang yuan, take a bath then go down and go to the garden start our party...

reach d garden...i put down d cake ...and faster send the tang yuan to my friends...hope she won miss so much -->i mean homesick..hehe^^ and also enjoy the tang yuan la...-->wish u happy dong zhi^^

after that, i bk to the garden continue our party..we chit chat at there, enjoy d foods, and also play some game...after that we bk to jina's house for exchanges present...this is my 1st time exchanges present under Christmas tree...hehe^^i like tat feel..

finally i get a scarf and also a box of chocolates...hehe^^

after that we decide go to beach to continue the party...

inside the car i phone my dear dear tell him tat i will go to beach...

he sound unhappy...but still give me go wif my friends...^^

we chit chat at there, play 'true or dare' at there, and also saw someone drunk at there...haha..

when i bk to hostel, i have a small argue with my bf...mayb he worry about me gua...hehe^^

but 2day is very interesting of the food, and game...haha

22-12-09..christmas present..very surprise

today at lecture hall we decide go gurney after class...

after class we plan to go gurney...but when we walk out the class, lay hoon say have something need to go first then she ask us meet at gurney...

BUT~~~



we don know the actual mean of lay hoon and we wait at outside of DKC about half an hour... because the class after that is start at 230pm so we decide go back and take a rest...

i phone lay hoon say tat we din go gurney d...but she sound like very disappointed...i continue asking but on tat time she tell me NVM d....

when i rest at hostel...i saw lay hoon online and her PM say that disappointed to it... i ask her anything?...but...


i ask gmin, i ask vivian....they ask me go to their hostel and tell me the whole thing...and they tell me layhoon very sad just now but when after that she was already ok...

about 2pm i walk to gmin's hostel...

lay hoon ask me go to see a box at the table...

OMG...so cute...is christmas present, also a surprise bring by lay hoon..

-->lay hoon ask us go gurney meet is because of this...she plan the surprise for us but...~~~we din go meet ....haiz~~~this plan kei kei also know...

220pm, we back to college take the other present to our lecturer-->ms NGU...

she look very surprising when see the cupcake...ooh~~lay hoon promise ms ngu will send she a present that she like...


during the class, i pass d cupcake to 3 of them...and tell them because of ...the cupcake


after class i back hometown by aisyah's car to jetty, because i want to attend my friends' wedding dinner...after that i by the ferry to the butterworth jetty wait my bf come and fetch me..mana tahu...traffic jam...i though i will be late to the dinner but still lucky..


740pm, arrive the venue of the dinner..i saw my friend very beautiful...


besides that i also saw that girl...she reli become a pretty girl...i am jealous it...


after that i go sing k at berapit wif my few friends..


about 1-2am++, i ask my bf fetch me bk home d...cos very tired...and next day morning i need drive car bk penang...


so...today really is a full surprise and tired day...

anyway...i still wan to thanks to my friend ->lay hoon (josephine tan), because u r the 1st ppl sent the ealiest present to me..

21-12-09..tang yuan eve~~

today is dong zhi eve..

after class, when i back hostel, my friends suggest that 'make Tang Yuan', i say if other wan it i can help d..

so when i reach hostel i open d msn and ask others-->vivian, huipei, gmin..

final decision, they wan...

so i go down to the market and buy the ingredient of Tang Yuan, cos b4 that we already plan to having our dinner together at gmin hostel..

today many ppl...and we cook many food to share..

besides that i also prepare the ingredient..

when i cooking, my leg go crash d soup cover ..become 'oh ceh'..haiz..

we tell the guys we will start the dinner at 830pm....but...hehe..^^...we finish cooking tat already 9pm++ d...every1 hungry till die d...haha

finish cooking, we sit 2gether

we take d pic and start to eat...wow..very nice...hahah..

after finish d dinner, we prepare the ingredient of Tang Yuan d...

after that we start to make our Tang Yuan..
we using about 30-45mins to finish it..

then i become a camerawomen ...go to take a short video talk about the 'event' of the day... (who want the video can ask from me..hehe^^)

we wait till 12am..the Tang Yuan can eat d...

wow...so nice...haha~~~happy tong zhi~~hehe^^

19-12-2009...

today, my bf plan to go date with me...ask me to prepare before he came..


but ... something happen~~~

my mum ask me go Pacific with her and fetch my sister after she finish the movie (Avatar).. that time already 6pm++, our date i start from 830pm...

i go very rush..for make up, dress, and etc..

7pm, we go out d...

i go reverse the car, that time my car 'ass' go crash to another car...but luckily..'she' only have a small scar...but i still very hurt..

i go Pacific...having a bit dinner at KFC, then shopping with my mum..

830pm++, my bf reach Pacific d, i pass the car's key to my mum and show the direction to go to the car park..

my bf and i go Auto-city for a look and dinner...(but i already eat)..because of my mistake i need go toilet for a while..i go KFC d washroom...when i push d door, my bf say that," hey, your friends sit at there.."

i see properly...is K. Lee...
???my mind come out..Y?
y he want come to Auto-city d KFC having d dinner leh?
haiz~~(surprising)

we go out d restaurant and go walk for a while..suddenly my bf say want give me a present then ask me go in a florist and ask me choose by myself..looked around..when i look back..the worker sent me a bouquet of flowers ...OMG... very surprising...and touch...


my favourite colour...PURPLE...haha..


after that i take the flower go to the car...then i go Ice ice baby with my bf...
i order a Banana Sprite...very delicious..

when i eating, i saw a place very nice. so i take it down..


nice?...haha~~~



and today, i am very happy because i have that feel, not because of the flower, is because he use his heart and creativity to make the surprise...and i want to say that...

THANK YOU MY DEAR DEAR.......

KL trip~~woo~~

last friday(11-12-09), i went to KL with my dear friends, which is--> layhoon, vivian, kokchun, muchen, tsenlung and me..

we go to bus station after the morning class, we all very excited.. because the purpose of the trip is for shopping..

but the bus is late..OMG..so late arrive KL..

about 8pm++, we arrive KL Pudu bus station..we having our dinner at there->McD..

after that vivian's uncle come to bring us to find the Rapid KL to back his house..

his house is quite far from the town..and we waste more than 1 and a half hours to arrived..

we taka a rest and prepare what is the journey of next morning..and than we slp until next morning..

2nd day at KL

we wake up at 8am++, we go buy the nasi lemak that sell near from vivian's uncle house, after that we having it at home after that we start our shopping journey..

we go by bus, monorial, then LRT..baru arrive..

we met our classmate-->Terresa..at sungai wang..we plan to shop together..but she have own friends, so that we shop ourselves..

we waste more than 4 hours at sungai wang buy for nothing..but i still give ppl 'kill' buy the most expensive clothes...haiz~~

after that we changes another place to shop, which is time square..at here, we find many clothes that we want..so vivian, lay hoon and i start to buy, like a crazy women..anything is cheap, just buy...haha...is a crazy day..wakakka..

and 3 of us have trying the ice-cream at time square-->expensive..abt RM13..

after shopping, we going back by taxi...at that time, our friend-->layhoon tot that the taxi is RM60++, we all sweat + '-'lll...

after arrive home..we start our fashion show...changes the clothes, try it...very happy..at the same time i also calling my bf telling the day of the trip...wwahhaha..

after bath.. vivian, layhoon, tsenlung n me stay at a room to play poker..n also call our friend that din follow us --> vikram...

2nd day of the trip..Finish...

3rd day (last day)

we go back to time square again, because the clothes we buy is not enough for us..

so, i go ATM again..haiz..bankrap already..sob sob~~

after that i buy 2 more clothes...hehe..and we buy the ice-cream again..yohoo~~the most delicious and also expensive ice-cream...hehe

after that we take the photo in front the X'mas decraration...

after that, around 330pm++ we back to pudu to waiting the bus...at there very hot, and many ppl...so wait we go into the bus...we 3 girls very hungry...cham..eat white white bread lo...haiz..

5pm the bus start.....930pm arrive penang...1230am arrive hostel...

y so late..not because i drive slow, is because we go having our "DIPER" -->dinner+supper..hehe..

like that our trip is stop at here...

Next day, we 6 ppl wear the clothes that we buy at there... and take a picture at class...nice?hahah...

nothing d???friendship and my love..

last 2 post-->is game over..

nw is ok d..not mean my mood ok..is my bf and i 'ok' back d...

tell the true..many people tot tat i make a wrong decision..and say that i should not back 2 him..

but i don know hw 2 explain..

sometime i also have that feel..

nw i reli try that the feeling come back..in the other hand i scare i cant do it..very confuse..

i also hope that i can do it...

i hope u all support me...but i think u all wont do it again..

i know u all try to give me advice on that sunday..but the next day i 'ok' d..

i know u all dissapointed, sad, and angry with me...

but i just can say..u all are my lovely friends...so don wan lose u all..even only 1 person..

nw i try to maintain my friendship and my love 2gether..

at friend site-->don know u all can feel that?even i let u all 'shoot'...i still smile it..just like nothing happen..

at love site-->i try to do sth that he wan...and he oso changes d things i wan...and i also hope tat the thing can just like b4..

sometime i feel i am a greedy person....i don wan lose my friends also don wan lose my love...

in the real world reli have such thing like that?

mayb have but the most of it is cant...isn't it?

ANYWAY...

I AM STILL A GREEDY GIRL... WAKAKAK

pantai kerachut..

today i wake up 7am++, the purpose is..go pantai kerachut to take video for my chinese group asignment..

lay hoon call me up..very tired la..somemore i drive car ko..

i pack my thing..take down..put into d car..then start our journey..

this journey hv 8 ppl follow..which is, vikram, kok chun, mu chen, tsen lung, lay hoon, gmin, hui pei n me..

i go fetch vikram, layhoon, huipei..then go to pasar having our breakfast..

finish it...go lo... hahah.

i drive to batu ferringghi there..go sembahyang then go our destination...


bt, my friend ask me y my car tayar no air d...but impossible..the last sunday i baru add...


i go see properly, mana tahu..my tayar let other release d pressure...WTF


layhoon help me drive to petrol station add...she tell me d pressure = 0...OMG

after that we start the journey..


1st, we decide walk to d pantai..but we only walk 1/5 , my friend-->gmin, tak boleh tahan d..


so we changes to boat..mana tahu...i scare...so cry-->very paise...hehe

we arrive there already 11am++

so we start to plan our video..

after 3pm++..we back by boat again..i cry again...

after that we go try d 'fruit ice'..

then we go bk d la..

very excited and tired today...we all become 'blackie' d...hahah

hope we can go together without any stress, just enjoy at there...

HOPE TAT DAY WILL COME SOON..

game over!!!

this few day reli happen many things..

i cant do anything to pull bk my relationship...

it is over...i hurt again... but still cannot do anything...

is over... the game is over...the memory is pass = over...

how of my future life that without u?

i cant think and oso no dare to think...

this few days i always cry... no y... i cant control myself especially at the night...

many people still dont know this thing... cos i not dare to tell cos i scare i cry infront of them...

i don wan others worry for me...

and 2day i saw his FB, his comment is" put down the thing, and start to the new life"

when i see this, i reli cannot control ... almost cry d.. but i try ...

still cry at coffee island...

sorry to my friends...i let u all worry me...very sorry... i will try to become ok...

so..god bless me...i don wan my friend and family worry about me.. so hope i reli can put down the things...

break off+heartless

u view my facebook

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u view my blog

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i tot u will enjoy my life so

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but i am wrong

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u didnt

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somemore angry with me

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what happen

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i dont know

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because i friend with my friends even that is a girl

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how come u don want to believe

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i hope we can just like before

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go where also can happy

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do anything also happy

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tell the real

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i really cannot accept u leave me

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u know i done everything is because of u

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i hope u know

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and i still want to say

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I LOVE U BUT BECAUSE OF THE 'TRUST' I CANT EVEN TRUST MYSELF

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BREAK OFF WILL LET ME HEARTLESS

friendship~~

actually i like u all

don't know start from when my heart already have a place to you all ..

so can i ask for something?

can we friendship forever...?

even have something happen..

can just forget it?

i want the friendship like before, can tell secret, can do many crazy thing, ...and do some meaningful and memory's things...

i know after that thing happen, already hurt each others feeling..

and the crazy time will not back again...

so i scare the friendship will break because of this...

and i scare i lose u all in my future...

FRIENDS = IMPORTANT in my life...

so i hope it wont happen between us...

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!

seoul garden...1st time..

yesterday i invite my friends go Seoul garden having buffet...


i write at FB , but few people leave comment...but still have something wrong happen..


my sister ask me something that i confuse and i answer it...when i view back the comment, i saw the problem...OMG


so my friends also the same, they saw the funny thing at the comment..


so early in the morning, i go in the lecture hall and my friends start to ask me...: "i give you money can u become rice...?" wahahahah...very funny, especially tsen lung he start to changes my name from ms toto become ms 'rice'... OMG i only say wrong 1 alphabet -->rich become rice..it become the most funny thing in coming 3 months , i think so...


okok...come back come back...back 2 Seoul garden..


about 4pm, i drive and fetch Vikram to gurney...


near the sunrise, my kelisa almost kiss by another car... that car is quit big but is he/she false, cos he use the wrong way and suddenly turn to my way...vikram and i be scared by the car...


but lukily nothing happen la...


so we -->layhoon, kokchun, muchen, tsen lung, gmin, huipei, ren, vivian, fangkhai, elooi, terresa, kelvin,vikram, tang tang and me..2 having our buffet at there...we enjoy the foods, we take pic, we shopping together, and....


about 9.15pm i reach home d..

and we have take some pic after we finish our buffet..

waa~~~~enjoying our buffet...wahhahaha

outside Seoul garden...

*but tonight i need continue my presentation slide ... haiz...

DIFFERENT!

i want do something different that can let me change my life...

what is the different that i want?

may be my attitude, may be my result, may be my future partner, may be...that have many may be..

and also try to give up something to let my life become better and look different..

this few day have many things let me care..

but that thing without me will become more simple...

so i think that i need to let it go and let my life look more different and also wont let my life have many trouble..

if i become the memory, is it will more suitable to you and me?

and because i want let my life become different so..i need to leave this kind of thing...

so deep?ya, i think so..wahahha

let it go may be will make the life more wonderful...

come back again...?!

someting that come back again..

what is that?

the feeling-->bored, lonely, moody and sad..

why these few bad feeling come back together?

?i dont know..

it lets me feel to fidget ..

besides that, something back too-->which is "FAT"

i am fat back d..so ugly, cant wear d new shirt that i bought before..

now i decide to keep fit back.. can success? no, i am not sure..

hope can success la..

now my mood is very down..

some of my friends said that i changes d..?

i dont know.. but may be... so i hope i can 'come back' ..

somthing good pls come back again...

and ..the bad feel pls go away... and 'FAT' get lose also..and dont come back again...

bad dessert and nice "2012"...

7.++pm, i go out with my classmates...

we went to gurney there to having the dinner..

because i already full, so i only order a dessert to eat..is call "口甜舌滑"

so i order and try..

but the taste very BAD la... i cant accept...

then i go watch the "2012" with my dear classmates-->kok chun, mu chen, tsen lung and elooi...

actually i saw this movie last saturday... very nice, so i can accept watch second time..

dont know how to say. the movie, is quit real that like the thing that really happen.

so make me scare that if one day the"DAY" really come , what should i do??

finish watching...

my classmates and me take the photo in front the “2012”poster..

the 2012 is coming...

chun-->i 'jatuh' d...

lung--> i am tsunami... hahaha.. i am coming...

chen-->i come and help you...

arrrr~ tsunami is coming...

chun--> dont worry let me(superman) rescue you all...

*original photo, no edit..

pok bia... so delicious~~

today i buy a delicious food to my friends try it taste-->POK BIA

i go the place that sell pok bia order 7 's to my friends..

i was there already 4.20pm

i wait.....

(i scare my car lose, cos i park very far...)

i wait.....

(very hot.. tak bole tahan)

i wait.....

finally , i wait my pok bia... that already 4.50pm..

haiz~~

the weather very bad today...heavy rain...haiz~

cant drive fast.. so the pok bia that i send to my friends hostel already cold d...

but i think you all still think that is delicious ?

anyway hope you all enjoy it...

wahahhaha

bother?? i dont care..

you always like that...

ok, you dont want bother, is ok i direct offline...

i dont care about..

becuase i am the person always let other forget..

and i dont mind..

whatever you want treat me as good or bad, i dont want to know also no interest on it and start from now..

so thats all of my blog today

bother? i want to say "i dont care"!!!

cubit..wakakaka..

i dont know when i start to like to 'cubit' others..


i think isstart from i diploma year 1 sem 1 la..


my class d friends always 'cubit' by me..


so sometime they saw me near by them, they will 'siam'


today, our class is start from 9am to 5pm..


long period of time..(damn boring)..


because our class Y1M57 have 2 different pesentation(ms ngu and ms sabrina)...


so the time was very free than other weeks..


and i feel very boring and try to find something to do..


my classmate-->Danial, he preparing his presentation, before his turn.. he come sit beside me and tell me last night dinner(McD) very delicious.. because on that time(last night) i already finish my dinner so i didnt order.. but he very GL then always tell me how delicious of his 'McD'..


i tak boleh tahan liao...listen other present agian cubit him...


he tell me want me take responsibility(joke)...


i didnt bother what his said...just let him SS at there..

but dont know why like to cubit wor...

tell the true la...

actually i dont know how pain that the ppl feel that..

so after i 'cubit' i will very apologize to it...

but i not dare to spoke out. because i scare...(cos i am not a brave girl)

finally i still think that 'cubit' is a kind of activity that can make fun...

sorry , guys.. i still will continue to ' cubit you'....

and sorry about-->i wont take any responsible to it...

wakakkaak..

*GL= guai lan...(1st time i say tis word)

*SS= siok sendiri...

100%? not really...

everything is hard to let you achive..




if you have the HEART, you will success it..if not you wont..



something in the world have 100% can do it...



i dont think so..



something that have 100% preparing, does not mean on that time also run smooth that as u think perfectly...



i had try few times, well preparing sometime it will let me dissappointing and do not well ..



not because of you are not prepare well..



just is the world is nothing that have 100% ..



so make any decision must think properly and must know nothing is 100% true and 100% easy...



anything that u decide, you have to take responsibility on that thing...



even you know that no have 100% chances..

easy?

in the real world nothing is easy..

we need to learn..

we need to try..

we need to do..

sometime need to try to give up..

sometime need to sacrifice oneself...

(may be still have many NEED..)

so if your life didnt to experience of this...

you wont grow up..even your body already adult..

so dont let your body grow, but also our mind...

so.. in this life we need to learn,and try to do...

the feeling..

feeling..

you and me?

ya...afte that time..the feeling really changes more...

why?

i dont know , i think you also feel that ...

so, is it we really need to prepare the 'next time' coming?

i not dare to accept..i try to cover back the heart..

i hope u can do so..

do together, may faster see the conclusion..

heart break.. sometime is better than don't know whats happen..

jst let it be...

bad...hahahah (laugh very loud)

"....i drive the car to chai leng park..

meet my family at there...

finish the meal i suggest that i drive myself...

when i want go take my car, i saw a malay guy stand beside my car and try 2 open ..

when i saw i shout very loud... at the same time he success to open the door..

i run infront and use my 'teakwon-do' skill to fight..

at 1st i success to kick him..

n i use the car alarm to let other know that, some1 had doing bad thing...

but he stand and show 1 thing-->knife..

i wan to shout but he already want to kill me...

and the knife already at my neck..."




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ho ho ho~~~

i wake up ... haiz~~~

is a bad dream... that already 7.++ am le...

but when i recall back the dream...

i laugh very laugh... because i dont know any teakwon-do skill..

so impossible i kick that guy...

hahahah...

an accident... scare scare...

actually today i feel happy than yesterday, because the trouble i face already solve...

lunch time, my friends-->lay hoon, kok chun, mu chen, tsen lung, vivian, yee min, vinx, hui pei, vikram, kelvin @ his friends and i enjoy the delicious lunch at KFC...

but the lunch really 'delicious' la... tak boleh tahan nia...

finish class, i follow mu chen d car back hometown...

about 4.15pm, our car reach near the jetty...

something 'shock' had happen...

this is my car number...i always drive slow=careful...(why i didnt take infront d number..because...)

because my car number all gone...only leave 1 '8' at there....

at ferry, i go down the car and saw it, is it really serious...ops... touch 1 time, 'ka lao' liao...

then i take the number to let my friend saw...(wahahaha) we all laugh...

at the same time i check my friend d car lol...

and also call my mum tell the 'news'...ho cai la, my mum didnt scold me...hu~~~

the journey when i back.. the road have police blocking...OMG... because my car no 'number'

scare nia...because i already put the 'last' number into the car..

so my car infront is no 'number' d...hahah

when i reach home, my dad take the car do a new number for me...only 1 hour...

my car settle le... wahahhaa...

so in conclusion, must drive carefully ooo... (pai se nia)