i am not a good gal~

i am not a good gal...
don't know why i said like tat,
but i felt like i will always hurt the others..
actually the action will not hurt the others
i might let the others get hurt one day..
so, what should i do, just can reduce the trouble things happen around you and me..

i really treat you as my "Best Friend",
because i am lose an importance thing few weeks ago and i still need to treat others good to balance my mind..
may be its really will let you feel that i am abnormal,
but i really don't know what can i do...

and i really can't promise what will happen in my future,
because i can't hurt by others anymore
my heart is weak now..
who can save me??
so am i not a good gal?