i cant ~

almost 1 month already

i though i can really put down the thing between u n me

but today i just realize that

i may to celebrate the " anniversary" every month

when i at school, i feel good, because of my friends

but sometime when i back hostel/home, i will start to think about the things that we had done together

i know someone was waiting

i know someone will get hurt

but as i know is i can't easily to forget what had pass in my life

may be that is a challenge for me, to help me grown

and yet i haven't start to accept this challenge

thats why, it always make me feel complicated, down and sad><

i can't i can't i can't !!!

just right now!