还是一样

过了两个月了吧

在寂寞的夜里会想着你

上网第一时间会想看看你有没有在线

吃方便面时会想起和你争食物的画面

煮正餐时会想起你是个连荷包蛋都不会的小少爷

吃早餐时会想到柜子里还留着你爱吃的“早餐谷粮”

在寒冷的夜里会想起你温馨的盖被方式

在无所事事的时候会想起你会试出你的神功来搔我得痒

在特别的节日时会想起我给你惊喜后的表情

在我不开心时会想起你给我的安慰

在我开心时会想起你看着我微笑的表情 好像我开心你就开心

在我想你的时候会想起平时的我是多么依赖你

在我想要和你在一起时会想起我当初已作了决定

所以。。。没得想了~

但还是一样，好想你。。。

remember??

today is your Chinese birthday

last 2 years i celebrated through the phone by MMS

because the date was near my Final Exam

so impossible back hometown celebrated with you

have she celebrate with you today??

hope she have

hope you remember what i had did for you

just want you Remember~

few days later

your birthday is coming

have she prepare??

hope she have

just want you happy everyday

because i cant do anything for you already

and the person will replace by her start from now~

突然好想和你庆祝><

我以为！！

曾经

我以为我们可以在一起到永远

我以为我们的感情永不变

我以为我们从不说“分手”

我以为我们是朋友眼中模范的一对

我以为我在你眼里是最棒的

我以为每次醒来就会看到你

我以为有什么事你都会在我身边

我以为每次的挽回会有永远



我以为我是个坚强的女孩

我以为我可以大方的祝福你们

我以为我的眼泪不会再流了

我以为

我以为

我以为

没以为了

傻婆

醒吧

看清楚了吗

是你说放弃的

别再以为了！！！

FINALLY!!

i saw u changes the status

"is in relationship"

i knew that will happened between u and her

u had told me before

u said u and "she" was impossible

but now, was became true

that's mean my six-sense was correct last time

what i wan to say??

congrats to u ??

or

curse u??

anyway, hope that you really think that she is the 1 u want

and i wont curse u

because

i just want u happy ever after

and

CONGRATS!!!

even my heart is bleeding now><
congrats><

Again!

work at QB

drive to Penang by UNSER

scare scare><

just lost between layhoon's house and DUN KNOW WHERE><

but luckily, i still know phone her come and SAVE ME

after that we go Station 1 chit chat lo^^

but hor...

i heard d singer sang the song was very sad, and it let me think of U

but i already stop my tear, i dun wan "u" out

AM I STRONG??

but i am still sad of it..

how can??

that was our decision

i think i will take a long long period to become more strong

but while i worked, i saw many friends

and they all fall in love with their sweet heart

just only me..

now already NOTHING!!

and it happened again and again...cant stop><

flash back...

i woke up this morning

suddenly saw my past birthday present in my bedroom

long time dint look again my present gave by my friends who had attend my party

i saw a "cute" friend/course mate wrote in a b'day card
:" u old d, but u cannot angry abt what i say , because it will let u look more "old"..."
but luckily the wish was "stay pretty" , hehe :)

and i realised that all my friends know me very well, cos the ribbon all are tie with purple colour, even the present box,b'day card...(actually i keep all the things, like ribbon, box and ...)

and it let me think of the day of my party...

everyone wish me, everyone enjoy it, everyone "play" me...

and also YOU are the one who involve in..

then start again the imagine..

Flash Back...

something is good but mostly is bad...

but i just can keep You as "flash back"..

so...

i am Flash Back+ing again^^