不懂~

dun know y, this whole day i think of u badly

not already put down all the thing tat related to u

y im still think non stoppable ..

m i crazy?

this few day i always find some1 to chat with me to find out the feeling

but

cant find it...

maybe nobody will like u

love me more

care me more

and ....bla bla bla~~

really, i dun knoe , dun understand...it should forget since tat day!!

FORGET lar ...please

should i??

i woke this morning, should i said this afternoon about 2pm

i saw FB got ppl said today date is special which is 2011-1-11

really is meaningful for some of you

who are appreciate it happened in previous

who are forgetting something previous

but should i appreciate or forgetting that was pass??

i start to think of you..(guess yourself ya^^)

why this kind of things will happen to me?

i thought this unlucky thing will not happened

but 2 years later , same too

another 1 also the same

i speechless, i hopeless, i wishless...

what should i do for now

because of you

i face the same problem twice in a year

i want to giving up for this kind of thing

and PLEASE DONT FIND ME ANYMORE when i still study!!!!!!!

which is affected me for my exam!!

last post of year 2010^^

今天是2010年的最后一天

大家有什么愿望勒？？

我嘛？？有好多哦。。

1- 写最后一篇2010的文章

2- 收拾干净我的房间

3-洗完所有的脏衣服

很容易吧，所以我做完了。。嘻嘻^^

接下来的，难咯~但我有信心把它做好！！

1- 考试全部及格

2- CGPA上3.0以上

3- 减肥--48KG

4- “享受” 完diploma的日子

5- 顺顺利利毕业

6- 想想要未来的方向--升学？？工作？？

7- 储蓄了，为了未来

好多。。但目前先把书给读了吧，不然1和2的就达不到料~

我的朋友们，大家加油哦，我们要一起在2011年一起毕业哟！！

想到都兴奋了呵~~所以一起加油啦^^

当然朋友们，我爱你们哦^^, friendship 4ever

set you target of year 2011 now la……^^

周华健--朋友，献给所有我爱的朋友们

祝你们新年快乐哦^^

搞掂考试先！

距离考试不远咯

你们准备好了吗？？

没有？？？有？？？

我嘛？？有咯，讲料都有点心虚pun咯...哈哈>///<

真的啦，有读到啦，只是不多而已啦

不知做么咯，看到书就有严重的睡意

要怎样噢？？

泡参又不喜欢，怎样给我的脑袋精神点哦。。。懊恼~

haiz~

但无论如何 我都要达到我的目标

所以你要加油呀

别让自己失望

战胜自己是最重要滴。。。^^

林俊杰--会读书，

*大家考试加油咯^^

久别了~

算算下，都差不多一个月多没写我的回忆了

不懂什么时候，我忘了还有这么的一个空间来让我文字发泄

这一个月多发生料somok事勒？？

好多，真的好多！


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ thinking ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


身为爱情奴隶的我，自从上一站离开后，还以为我的下一站幸福来了
但并不是，是我太在乎爱情的存在吗？还是我天生就没有那种命来“晒”
真的有那么么一阵子让我再相信爱情的可信度
但我又错了！

身为学业奴隶的我，再一次发现成绩差不是天生的，只视乎你到底在不在乎
一旦在乎了，努力了还是差，就证明“你是天生的”~~嘻嘻
不是在说我啦，只是我领悟到的。。
因为这证明料我只是懒惰咯
所以咯，陈珮颐，要加油，还有几天的时间给你在乎而已，
起码要对得起自己嘛！

身为减肥奴隶的我，天天喊要减肥，却天天在吃
有用吗？这样是减不到的咯！
还不戒嘛，肥死了！！
新年要到料咯，再不戒衣服都穿不下料咯
行动行动最实际的了，所以。。。少吃点咯，这样应该可以了吧!?

咳~~~

说真的，考试真的要到了

也是时候认真一下料咯~

也希望我所有的朋友也 加油 下下咯^^

Really?

i dont know what happen

i saw my friend status put something about both of u

i thought i am strong and i can accept anything

but

I AM WRONG

i press the few keys and go in to the profile

i saw d profile picture change already

and you two look really sweet and happy

and i direct regret what i had done

because i really cant accept

even that was happened 3 months++ ago

NOW

every night i felt moody

but luckily

i still felt the concern from my friends

so..thanks my lovely friends

but really

i want to say

my life is no you anymore

but i am still have my friend..

REALLY

i am so appreciate of it...

犯错~

最近爱上了这首歌
是位中国的歌手唱的。。（应该啦~不是很确定。。><）
这首歌唱出了我心里的话
我不懂
我不懂
真的不懂
但过去了
你开始了新的一段
是我
还不愿意放开
还在原地踏步
不敢踏出一步
还在妄想你会回到我的身边
能怎样
有时真的好辛苦
别人不知道
还以为我真的放开了
但
并不是那么的容易


By 斯琴高丽

沉默不是代表我的错
分手不是唯一的结果
我只是还没有想好该怎么对你说
沉默不是代表我的错
伤心不是唯一的结果
只想再听你说一次你依然爱着我
既然你并没有犯错
为什么还要躲着我
我每天都这么的难过
到底我做错了
既然你并没有犯错
为什么还要不理我
你什么都不肯对我说
请你不要再沉默。。。

终于~

YESTERDAY

i had an idea which is delete all things about u

but i know i cant

so i decide to step forward -- step by step

i deleted "her" profile from my FB profile

that mean i cant even know how r u recently

because i really need to force myself to look forward

u had told me before

if we "break"

will not be a friend anymore

i think u are right

now i felt that if one day i face to you at somewhere

i wont talk to u too

i will choose to turn over

because i really dun know what topic still can talk with u

and the most important thing is

the person who stay in your heart nor longer is me

same

who stand beside you also not me

i know i cant accept

so i can only choose to disappear in front of you

TODAY

i step a bit forward again

i already deleted the "sweet" pic from FB

my friends and me wont saw it anymore

and i no need to care the comment said about...

:"you 2 so sweet.." some kind of those words...

NOW

i think i can
i will try to forget all about the pain
but sweet memories i will keep it
because
i know YOU teach me many things
i know YOU had love dearly to me in your life time
i know YOU bring many happiness to me
i know YOU really concert everything of me

but just maybe im not your Ms. Right
so hope you happy always ^^
with "her"^^

还是一样

过了两个月了吧

在寂寞的夜里会想着你

上网第一时间会想看看你有没有在线

吃方便面时会想起和你争食物的画面

煮正餐时会想起你是个连荷包蛋都不会的小少爷

吃早餐时会想到柜子里还留着你爱吃的“早餐谷粮”

在寒冷的夜里会想起你温馨的盖被方式

在无所事事的时候会想起你会试出你的神功来搔我得痒

在特别的节日时会想起我给你惊喜后的表情

在我不开心时会想起你给我的安慰

在我开心时会想起你看着我微笑的表情 好像我开心你就开心

在我想你的时候会想起平时的我是多么依赖你

在我想要和你在一起时会想起我当初已作了决定

所以。。。没得想了~

但还是一样，好想你。。。

remember??

today is your Chinese birthday

last 2 years i celebrated through the phone by MMS

because the date was near my Final Exam

so impossible back hometown celebrated with you

have she celebrate with you today??

hope she have

hope you remember what i had did for you

just want you Remember~

few days later

your birthday is coming

have she prepare??

hope she have

just want you happy everyday

because i cant do anything for you already

and the person will replace by her start from now~

突然好想和你庆祝><

我以为！！

曾经

我以为我们可以在一起到永远

我以为我们的感情永不变

我以为我们从不说“分手”

我以为我们是朋友眼中模范的一对

我以为我在你眼里是最棒的

我以为每次醒来就会看到你

我以为有什么事你都会在我身边

我以为每次的挽回会有永远



我以为我是个坚强的女孩

我以为我可以大方的祝福你们

我以为我的眼泪不会再流了

我以为

我以为

我以为

没以为了

傻婆

醒吧

看清楚了吗

是你说放弃的

别再以为了！！！

FINALLY!!

i saw u changes the status

"is in relationship"

i knew that will happened between u and her

u had told me before

u said u and "she" was impossible

but now, was became true

that's mean my six-sense was correct last time

what i wan to say??

congrats to u ??

or

curse u??

anyway, hope that you really think that she is the 1 u want

and i wont curse u

because

i just want u happy ever after

and

CONGRATS!!!

even my heart is bleeding now><
congrats><

Again!

work at QB

drive to Penang by UNSER

scare scare><

just lost between layhoon's house and DUN KNOW WHERE><

but luckily, i still know phone her come and SAVE ME

after that we go Station 1 chit chat lo^^

but hor...

i heard d singer sang the song was very sad, and it let me think of U

but i already stop my tear, i dun wan "u" out

AM I STRONG??

but i am still sad of it..

how can??

that was our decision

i think i will take a long long period to become more strong

but while i worked, i saw many friends

and they all fall in love with their sweet heart

just only me..

now already NOTHING!!

and it happened again and again...cant stop><

flash back...

i woke up this morning

suddenly saw my past birthday present in my bedroom

long time dint look again my present gave by my friends who had attend my party

i saw a "cute" friend/course mate wrote in a b'day card
:" u old d, but u cannot angry abt what i say , because it will let u look more "old"..."
but luckily the wish was "stay pretty" , hehe :)

and i realised that all my friends know me very well, cos the ribbon all are tie with purple colour, even the present box,b'day card...(actually i keep all the things, like ribbon, box and ...)

and it let me think of the day of my party...

everyone wish me, everyone enjoy it, everyone "play" me...

and also YOU are the one who involve in..

then start again the imagine..

Flash Back...

something is good but mostly is bad...

but i just can keep You as "flash back"..

so...

i am Flash Back+ing again^^

life of year 2 ~

my year 2 life was very busy tired and also not confident at all...

the assignment = hard

the exam = very hard

the mental problem = serious

the stress = very serious

what should i do, i just want graduate with merit result

but why i saw the exam Q. felt like i cant graduate

very scare now

hope can pass all

hope dont let me do 2nd time of the same paper

hope hope hope

also prove that study not as easy as you think